Girl, whatever...
My journey through programming started with that awful snake-named language. I took a course in Python during my final year in high school and kinda like it. My friends and I designed an otome game, like a parody of it and obviously nothing too complex. I think that's when I knew that even tho I love programming, I could never do it as a job. I mean I love creating this stuff because it's for myself, for my own enjoyement. But that's genuinely my only motivation to not rage quit every time something doesn't look quite right. And even so I still kinda do (hence why this is like the three billionth time I've started my website). The point is...this is gonna be quite a journey, that doesn't necessarily mean I'm gonna end up with something concrete, that isn't just an idea of. Even if I swear up and down I won't give up, I don't trust myself enough to keep my word. So yeah...welcome to this hell of a ride ig.
Everyone is so creative and I'm just a nothing burger.
TUE. 04/07/2026
So yeah, I'm contiuining this site. After I think like 3 months (edit: girl, it was 7 months byeeeee) that I didn't even glance at it. I think my main problem with this website is that I don't really know what to do. Like I know what I want on it (let's not talk about the organization of it), but I seriously lack that creative bone in my body. And i scroll (can I use that word in this context?) through neocities and see so many websites that I would love to recreate but it would never feel like mine. Something that came out from my own brain. I'm good at copying styles and maybe twisting them a little bit, but ain't nothing truly unique about them. I can't create something from scratch and it just makes me dread every time I need to get my creativity out. I feel everyone will notice how much of a nothing burger I am.
Anyways, I'll leave the oversharing for my diary lol.
I did somewhat of a progress. I changed to background to black and also learn how to put google fonts in here (now it's pixels yay). I also did a layout thingy and edit the images so they wouldn't look too big. I think I've made quite a lot of progress, honestly. But I don't think it'll stay that way forever. Maybe I'll keep the font and the dark theme, but idk sometimes I want to feel cutsie instead of dark-emo-everybody-hates-me vibes. Also, I need to learn about the roots of HTML and CSS, because if I need to update each and every color by hand I'll loose my marbles.
So a little bit of a list for my future self of things to check out:
- put a :root for colors
- add more pages for the content I'm planning
- change the styling a little bit, everything is looking kinda simple
- add more stuff to intro lol
- investigate about blogging HTML and CSS
But yeah, I think I can leave it at that. I'll probably come back in a few months LMAOO. But whatever, I ain't quittig. Even if it'll look like your typical website.
Buh-bye!
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